So, When exactly did
she come to you my boy?
At what point among
the confusion of your life did she pluck you up and mark you as one
of her own.
Was it The Sun's
rise upon a crisp autumn day, or perhaps that night you sat and
watched the Lunar spectacle as she travelled from east to west,
radiant reflection upon black water and golden sand, sea spray
illuminated bright white as it bubbled and foamed along the shore.
Was it that lone
piper who gently serenaded you and yours as the sun rose above the
mists of Avalon, those notes that carried you far beyond the realms
of men, further still than Arthur's quest.
Maybe it was the
broken man, who's own quest for shelter left him cold and desolate,
asleep at night beneath the eves of the local cinema, gone soon after
dawns break, his whole life consigned to a pair of scruffy polythene
bags intended for groceries and not much else. Empathy, compassion
and anger were her gifts to you that day, and like the bags, you
carry them still.
Could it be the day
when you found an injured bird, shaking in its terror, broken wing
and eyes as wide as the hub caps of the car that struck it down, the
injustice of it all, the lack of sense in this senseless world, you
thought a night in an old shoe box with some worms freshly dug from
the garden would resurrect this fallen angel, yet in the morning, the
dull and lifeless body lay upon and old towel, surrounded by dried up
worms intended to fix it's broken wing. Nature was cruel that day as
is her way at times, reality and fate also.
Was it That time
within the bustling metropolis, when across a sea concrete, of lost
and lonely souls, you did first set eyes upon your beloved, that
single moment in time when that sense of wyrd was so strong, you knew
then that this was a forever moment, a joining, fate's busy plan in
action and fruition, that which was alone would never be so again, a
kiss beneath the sodium light to seal that bond for eternity with
never a regret, Every precious moment a gift from her.
Was it This vagabond
tribe that gathered around you both, the sense of absolute love that
came with it, blessed with the company of like you found your own, or
perhaps they found you, still the result was always the same, an oath
unspoken yet tied to it you are, the bonds run deep, was that when
she marked you as Hers my boy?
Was it When you took
another's life to feed your children, did the blood on your hands
make you sad, was the sacrifice worth it my boy? It may not have
seemed so, yet it tied you to her in ways you did not know, reaper of
souls, pale faced wanderer.
Was it within the
cloak of darkness, where you deigned to meet her, never a demand, and
yet he took you to her, the crackle of the need fire, music of the
night, that acceptance at the crossroads, that divine gift from you
both, she told you there would be others, that you would find your
family and you did, you never doubted her for a moment.
Was it then my boy?
Well, The truth is
my boy!
Are you listening?
You were hers all
along.
That breaking light
upon a spring day, when you were unceremoniously expelled from your
mothers womb, kicking and screaming, into this world of mixed
blessings and hurt, before then you bore her mark and will carry it
ever more.
You were Hers from
day one My Boy.
As was I.
Flags, Flax and Fodder, Tony.
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